A few days ago, I had this amazing dream. My boyfriend and two friends of mine were traveling around Europe for vacation, just seeing all of the hotspots around different countries. We had a personal tour guide/assistant type person following us around, helping us learn the languages and spotting different sites to visit, ect. We were having so much fun, that we all decided to live there. We flew back home, packed up our things, and got an apartment in London. I felt so happy and free in my dream, and when I woke up I made the decision that I was going to save up some money for a trip to Europe. It'll take me a while, maybe a few years to conclude what countries I would want to visit, what I can afford, things like that. But I'm going to make it happen! I really want to find the happiness and freedom that I felt in my dream. I felt like my life was complete. My dream made me realize what I'm missing in my life, and that's to plan my life out better for the future to help my happiness grow rather than worry about day by day things.
I've already made a list of goals I want to accomplish, and I never do that. I always have these goals in my head that seem unrealistic, but now I've come to the realization that they're not. If I work hard enough, and have enough dedication and faith in myself that I can do it, it'll happen. Sure, it might not be the biggest list in the world, but these few things would mean so much to me if I could accomplish them within the next year or so.
'
1. Plan a trip to Europe.
2. Take karate.
3. Take a yoga class.
4. Rent an apartment.
5. Take more trips to the beach.
Yeah, I know, only five goals? Whatever. I can get things accomplished when the lists are smaller, haha. But I really want to do these things. I'm going to give myself daily reminders of what I could have in the future. I feel like I'm just stuck in a boring, dull life and I need to change that. I want to incorporate my spirituality into my life goals. I'm sort of stuck spiritually and I think I need that extra push into going further into my practice. Change some things up, have some new experiences, maybe discover things about myself I didn't know before. I need to start making myself happy, and stop worrying so much. I want to start living life happily and less stressful. I want to start taking every day things and making the best out of them. I'm definitely going to try my best, that's all I can do. There's a yoga studio in the next town over from me that I'm going to call today for pricing, and two karate classes I'm going to call as well. I'm ready for it! I've been into karate and martial arts for a long time, and I even took a MMA (Mixed Martial Arts) class when I was a kid for a little while, but I'm ready to be dedicated. I think half of it might be my Mortal Kombat ninja obsession? Haha. ;-)
Also, if anyone reads my blog, let me know! I'd love to hear responses from whoever is reading. If anyone is reading that watches my videos, I'm going to do a video on Cardinal sings tonight, I think. I did one on Fixed signs a few days ago. If anyone is interested in other topics or anything, please feel free to ask! I'd love to hear from you guys. :)
Well, I'm signing off for now. See ya!